Interview with Tohu

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INTERVIEWER: SO, Tohu...What do you think YOUR life purpose is?

TOHU: To make art. I never really knew exactly what I wanted to be when I grew up, but it was always something to do with art...whether it be a fashion deigner, a writer, a film director, or a DJ...it always connects back to art.

INTERVIEWER: Interesting...so uh, Tohu...if you could fix ONE world problem, tell me, what would it be?

TOHU: Probably the hatred people have towards each other...wether it be racism, homophobia, anti-semitism, etc....it's all just so stupid, I mean, were all here together. I think we should all ban together and take down the government.

INTERVIEWER: Wow...uhm...that took a turn, okay. SO, Mr Tohu, are you more religious or more spiritual?

TOHU: Uhmmm ....I would say more spiritual, but, more than either of those, im more philosophical...so yeah.

INTERVIEWER: philosophy, huh? Well then...whats YOUR philosophical beliefs?

TOHU: I would consider myself an existentialist. I believe that life is meaningless, but thats okay because you can make your own meaning. As I said before, my meaning is to create art...sometimes I am quite nihilistic though.

INTERVIEWER: Okay. Since we're on the topic of beliefs, what are your core beliefs/values?

TOHU: one of my core beliefs is just to be yourself...don't listen to others if they criticize you for being yourself...unless you're a horrible person. I think you should just not give a fuck and live, ya know? especially if you're younger...I mean you're only young ONCE. If you spend your childhood and teen years worrying about how others perceive you, you'll regret it in the future...in other words, YOLO.

INTERVIEWER: Do you think you live a meaningful life?

TOHU: Wow...uh..honestly, not really...i'm trying to though. I spend most of my time doomscrolling. I'm trying to go out more and actually be a teenager, but most of my friend don't like me too much so I don't have many people to hang out with..so...yeah...uh next question, please?

INTERVIEWER: *silence* right...uh...if you could know the date and circumstance of your death, would you?

TOHU: I already do.

INTERVIEWER: care to elaborate?

TOHU: no.

INTERVIEWER: er..okay..uhm..do you think there will ever be TRUE equality in society?

TOHU: Wish I could say yes, but, unfortunately no. There will always be somethat that no one will be able to agree on. Even if 99% of humanity were all on the same page about every political, economic, and religious topic, there would always be that 1% of people that disagreed. We will never reach true world peace and equality, and anyone who thinks we will, is too optimistic for their own good.

INTERVIEWER: What do you think stands between you and complete happiness?

TOHU: Myself. I ruin every happy moment, I self sabotage, I make me hate myself. I overthink every little thing until it fucking destroys me. oh, someone left me on seen? They hate me, everyone hates me, therefore I should just kill myself. They can't hang out with me? They made up some excuse and actually hates you, therefore I should kill myself. No one has messaged me today? Everyone hates you and you're alone in life, therefore life is not worth living and you should just kill yourself. I could go on and on, but I think you get the point.

INTERVIEWER: Wow..you should get help for that...

TOHU: I am, but I can't depend on others to fix me, I gotta help myself...so I am.

INTERVIEWER: That's good you're getting help...do you have any advice for anyone in the same situation as you?

TOHU: Yeah, I do. Don't let other people control your emotions. If they leave you on seen, they might be busy, or they don't know how to respond to you quite yet. Hate to say it, but their life doesn't revolve around you. Everyone has a life, and so should you. If they aren't talking to you, put your phone down, and actually do something. Watch a movie, go on a walk, read, do anything! Don't sit around feeling sorry for yourself. Get up and help yourself. Sometimes people will be mad at you, they might ignore you, they might talk shit about you...but that's not the end of the world. Just don't rely on people to dictate YOUR emotions. That's really it.