7/4/25:

I had the craziest fucking dream ever. So from where I can remember, I was staying at this place in buttfuck nowhere. The house I was staying at was deep in the woods. I remember it being really late and walking back to the house, through the wilderness, from town. I get back, and the next day a school bus picks me up. I'm sitting in the school bus with this guy that I like, then we arrive at this concert venue. For some reason, the inside of the concert venue has swings, so we sit on them. We started to play friggin 'Roblox, and it turned into this surreal robloxian experience which I can’t even begin to explain in words….it’s okay though because that’s not the craziest or main part of this dream. So at the last band, I start to mosh a little bit. I get on stage and do some sort of flip??? Then as it’s getting closer to sunset, we get back on the bus and start to head home. I tell the guy: “I used to always sit alone on the bus.” (Which yes, is true, because I am a loser…or at least was.) He says something, but I don’t remember what he said. Then I start to listen to sad music and look out the window at the sunset. TIMESKIP!!!! Me and him get to this grocery store, and everything is okay until I make some comment about another guy. He gets all annoyed, but I don’t notice. I leave to look around the store, and when I come back, he’s walking with this other girl. I don’t say anything and I walk over to the mangos, feeling them to see which one is ripe. He walks over to me and we start arguing, but it results in us making up. He starts grabbing me, and not letting me walk away from him, which freaks me out. I get out of his grip, and I run, he runs after me. I try to find a place to hide, but I can’t. He catches up to me, and starts to hit me (WHICH DOES NOT HAPPEN IRL!!!! HE IS NOT ABUSIVE TO ME AT ALL!!!). We walk into this room where it leads to two bathroom doors and a storage closet door. I sit with him and I ask to use the bathroom. He says yes, so I go into the bathroom. I hit the mirror, screamed, and cried. I go back out, and I run to the door that leads out of this room, and I open it…it was the storage door. I run to the correct door, and I run out, and he follows. I keep running then I go up to these guys; I ask them to help me, then all of a sudden, he comes running up to me and yelling at me. One of the boys starts to fight him, then I take over and start to beat the shit outta him. Then he gets on top of me, slaps me twice, and starts to choke me. Then it ends. I don’t know if that means anything, but he did tell me that the first or second time we met, he had a dream that he killed me that night.

5/28/25:

So it started with me going over to my ex best friend's house (whom I am NOT over yet though it's been months since she ended our friendship). I don’t know if in this timeline we were still friends, or if we became friends again (I think the latter). So we were just hanging out, then her mom left. My ex best friend suggested that we run away and kill someone, without ANY apprehension, I say yes. We leave her house and go find someone to kill (I assume…I don’t remember much from this part). After we kill them and allat, we start to panic a bit…what do we do now? Are they onto us? Are we fucked? We decided to put some music on; we put on Royal by Lorde…I don’t know why. Then we get into this elevator and we magically end up in this mansion. We were confused and thought that maybe it had something to do with the elevator and the music we put on. We decided to chill for a bit, regroup, and change our looks. After we leave, we go back to the elevator, but this time with a portable cd player and an Aphex Twin cd. We play Xtal and we enter a white void with modern art sculptures sprinkled around. We pause the music and open the elevator, back at school. It gets a bit fuzzy, but I remember that me and my ex friend got arrested and taken. We both weren’t going down that easily, so we escaped. At this point, I don’t know where she is, I just focus on getting away from this cop. After a long chase, me and her get away by jumping off a low bridge into water. We swam to each other and swam away from the cop, losing him completely. Without anywhere to go, we go into this neighborhood. While this is all happening, police helicopters fly above. We ditch our disguises and go into this office building to ask if they know any women’s shelters nearby. They don’t, so we leave. We decide to use that elevator again and for some reason, she plays Red Sun in the Sky. So with that, we end up at a house in communist china. We sleep, then we use our elevator to go back to our school. The police go to our school at an assembly, and I get away by crawling under the pews (we had pews at our school), and this one girl called me over and said “hey, you. You left some powder back there…” (referring to cocaine). I said, “that's not mine.” And left. At this point, I don’t know where my ex friend is, we got separated. I just hoped that she was okay. I put on another disguise, just in case…and I run into the police chief, without any hesitation, I do a valley girl accent, and fake being obnoxiously rich. My ex friend joins in with me, matching my energy COMPLETELY, and we leave after a few minutes of talking. We run out, still in our disguises, and we start to run to this field. A camera sees us and my ex friend panics. I say to her “hey, they don’t know what we look like. There is NOTHING that connects us to the murder.” So we get away with it. We stand in the field, unsure what to do. We just ruined our lives with one murder. We decide to go back to the elevator to put on Royal by Lorde to live in a big mansion together. That's it.

10/7/24:

So I know the dream was longer, but I forgot most of it so i´ll start from where I remember. I was in Canada...for some reason. I don´t have any relations with anyone who lives in Canada, but whatever. I was at this extravagant house party at this extravagant house. I only knew two people there, my friend and my mom. So I was having a good time...I think...honestly I was standing around, looking for something to do. Then out of nowhere, the house goes on lockdown. Some people broke in and was trying to break into the safe in the basement or something like that. So me and everyone was rightfully panicing...or atleast most of the guests were...this one lady was just sitting on the couch, drinking wine like there isn´t this loud ass alarm going off. So me and my friend went to hide somewhere. We hid in a first floor room...I know this because I opened the window, wondering if I should risk it and leave, and the ground was right below. I decided to hid in that room, the window being my 2nd option just in case anything were to happen. But for some reason, I left to go hide under a blanket...IN THE MAIN ROOM lol??? Like what a dumbass. Anyways, so im hiding whenever I see the people who broke in. They looked like teenagers. I got out of hiding and I guess I had a metal bar because I started hitting them with it. Just like the entry on 10/2, there was no gore or anything. Then the dream ended. KEK. Im pretty sure I had this dream because that night, I watched Death Proof. Thats all. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention...in the dream, I was Lindsay Lohan.

10/2/24:

so the dream started with me waking up in this plain, empty room with one other boy and a girl. From the jump I figured out that I, and these other people got kidnapped. Honestly....I don´t remember the middle, so lets just get into the meat and potatoes, yeah? Me and the other boy are walking in a hall. I don´t know if the girl that was also kidnapped was dead, because she was nowhere to be found. So I guess she was just a side character or something. So as I was saying, me and the boy were walking around. I was holding a hammer. I don´t know where I got this hammer...but im sure it´ll be useful, kek. As me and the boy were walking, we saw our captor, with a knife. She started running at us and since I had the hammer, and the other boy was unarmmed, I blocked her knife and I hit her in the forehead with the hammer. She fell down but she grabbed my leg and pulled me down with her. We fought for a bit, but eventually I hit her in the temple area with my hammer and she either passed out or died. Then I kept hitting her, to make sure she was really dead. I basically bashed her head in, but odd enough, there was no blood. So it was not gorey and nasty. Her head kinda looked like that one picture of that toy baby doll with its head all dented. Then I got up and me and the boy ran. We were looking around, trying to find a way out. As we were looking around, we saw these people talking about trading us??? So im assuming this was some sort of gang or organization. Me and the boy ran the other direction and we saw open doors. We ran out the building and we hopped a fence (I think the place was abandoned).

10/1/24:

for a while, all the “scary“ dreams i´ve been having are almost always about my mom getting mad at me. Like for example, last night I had a dream that I was in the car with my mom (doing what? Im not sure), but then she looked at me and pulled my phone out and was asking why I had apple messages? I was confused but I explained it to her. Other times the whole dream is just her getting mad at me and or yelling at me (this has got to mean something right???? Lol). And a lot of the times in these dreams, I convince myself that whats happening in the dream, no matter how absurd it is, is real. And I´ll wake up, paniced, thinking that whatever happened in the dream was real. But after a little, I relize that it is, in fact, just a dream. I also get a lot of dreams where someone is chasing me or just someone I know is mad at me. I feel like recently i´ve been having wayyy more dreams than usual...like almost everyday I get a dream. I know this is a log about what my dream that night was, but its whatever cause its still about my dreams. I also didn´t want to put it in my other log, cause I feel like it wouldn´t fit??? Something like that....okay, im rambling now. Thats it.

9/27/24:

So the dream started with me sitting down at a table at school. The type of table that has space for 4-5 students to sit at. So I was just minding my own business when my three ex-friends walked into the room and sat at MY table. I was obviously confused on why my ex-friends would sit with me, but I kept quiet. One of my ex-friends said hi or something like that, I forgot if I responded or not. Then they started to talk to each other while I just sat there awkwardly and confused. Then one of my ex-friends showed the others a meme and they started to laugh. Curiousity got the best of me, and I peaked across the table to see what they were laughing about. When I peaked over, the person showing the meme pulled away and hid his phone from my view. I was embarssed and felt like crying. But since I was in class, I asked to go to the bathroom so I can cry over there. So I stood up and stormed off. Out of my peripheral, I saw all three of them look a bit guilty??? Or maybe just confused. They ran after me. I ran into the bathroom and I hid in a stall. I started to cry softly, I could feel my face red from embarrassment. For some odd reason I could see my ex-friends through the stall door, but they couln´t see me. They all looked confused as if they had done nothing and I was crazy or something. then I blurted out ¨GO AWAY!!¨ And none of them said anything. Then I opened the door and ran out the bathroom. As I did, I could hear them talking about me, laughing at me.

9/26/24:

So last night I had a dream that me, my older sister, and my friend went to the thrift store. I was just looking around, not finding anything. So while my friend and sister were looking around at clothes, I decided to go back to the car and just wait there, I guess. So I just sat in the car until this boy from my school (I dont personally know him), got in the car and was like trying to take it??? I was like ¨what the fuck?¨ And he was trying to force me out the car and while he was doing that, I grabbed my phone and started serching up a song by Knocked Loose, but I was STRUGGLING to type in the song name because this dood was literally trying to beat me up. I paid no attention to him and played the song. I forgot the rest haha. He either just gave up and drove the car with me in it, or my dream ended there. ¯\_(ツ)_/