10/15/24:

So last night, I saw Knocked Loose live. It was a kickass show! It was in a smaller (compaired to stadiums) venue, so it was pretty packed together. There were 4 bands in total, Knocked Loose was the headliner so they went on last. It was Milatarie Gun, Drain, The Garden, and finally Knocked Loose. I didn't know too much about the other bands. I've heard of The Garden, but i've never listed to them. During Drain, the lead singer asked everyone to start crowd surfing, so like the good boy I am, I did...I fell though and hit my head pretty badly on the floor. I don't think it was damaged though. After that, I sat down for a little and drank some water. I sat a bit through The Garden cause I didn't really know them, bt I did end up dancing to some of their songs. Then...Knocked Loose came on stage. I was a bit tired, but I was fine. I think I crowd surfed like 2 times during their set and I moshed a bit. Then we left. I need to rant about something...I hate when people throw their beer. Like I get if its an accident, but when people go out of their way to throw beer on people...I just don't get it. Like thanks for getting your $50 dollar beer on me...also I hate when people throw their cups. Like yes, I know that peoples jobs are to clean up after a concert but still...at least just throw away yer damn cup ;-;

10/7/24:

So this weekend, on Saturday, I was just watching tv at my dads house when all of a sudded my mom called me saying that she was going to pick me up ¨to get me out the house¨. So I was expecting to go somewhere, maybe just walk around the mall or some shit. So she picks me up and takes me home. Then I just sit in my room and watch tv for like TWO hours, and I was pissed. I mean she picked me up so that I wouldn´t just be sitting around, doing nothing. So, because im a brave boy, I decided to talk to my mom about it. So when she emerged from her room, I was like ¨hey...I thought you were going to pick me up to get me out of the house? I´ve been doing nothing besides sitting in my room watching tv.¨ And I wasn´t trying to be rude or ungreatful, I just didn´t want to sit around all day, plus before she picked me up, me and my dad had plans to go to the thrift store and find a shirt for my halloween costume (im being Jimmy Urine from MSI..kek). So I just felt like I was just wasting time just doing nothing. Well, she blew it out of proportion and yelled at me, saying that shell just ¨take your ass home!!!!!¨ I was confused on how every little thing I say, she ends up yelling at me. And she wonders why I don´t talk to her about my feelings, because she´ll yell at me!! Like im not the person to really open up...not even to my friends, but ESPECIALLY not to her. And since my mental health has been a bit rocky recently, I´ve been trying to speak my mind more, but when I do, she just shuts me down by yelling at me. And call me a pussy, whatever...but it makes me cry. Shes always like ¨I don´t raise crybabies¨. Yeah, you raise mentally unstable children. LOL. Like my sister for example, shes the most uptight and rude person I ever met, and my mom wonders why shes like that...I wonder...hmmmmm.....

9/30/24:

I went shopping yesterday. Recently i´ve had ZERO luck at the thrift store, but today, I had pretty good luck. I first went to Goodwill, hoping to find some cool shit. Not only did I find these cute grayish baggy jeans, I also found a cool book about art, and a Dead Kennedys shirt thats like wayyyy to big but I still bought it cause knowing me...if I didn´t get it, I would´ve regretted it later. Plus, I can hem it. I also saw this kickass Mortal Combat shirt, but I decided to save my money (good thing I did). Then me and my sister walked to the mall in the hot hot sun. Now, I don´t really shop at the mall because I try not to support big corps. But I do like to look around, so we did. I found this really cute PHAT hamster backpack, but I couldn´t get it because it was too expensive. It was very cute though. Then we went to Platos Closet which I barely go to. And I found a rad blue Adidas windbreaker with white stripes. I was looking for an Adidas windbreaker too. So that was pretty fuggin cool. Then we walked to target cause I was craving those shitty sodium filled packs of ramen. But when I got there; however, there was only chicken ramen, which I dislike. So instead I got shells and cheese. I was a bit sad, but the shells and cheese were yummyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I forgot to mention, but, while we were walking to the mall, this guy on a Rascal scooter was just spinning around in the middle of the crosswalk while there was a green light. It was super funny. Also while walking to Target, this dood in a sexy car honked at me and my sister then while he was driving off, he was looking at us. Either he was checking my sister out, or hes gay. Kek....

9/27/24:

I LOVE LATIN!!! Or at least the teacher. Latin is so fucking hard, but I have a awesome wacko teacher. He kinda laughs like Butt-head, and he laughs at literally EVERYTHING. Im also 99.9% sure that he is a hippie. First of all, hes a Latin teacher and he likes to travel. Second, he has a beard and slicked back hair thats kinda puffy and wavey at the botton. Its around shoulder length....he also dresses very hippie. He wears jeans, loafers, and a buttoned up patterned shirt, sometimes even a paisley print shirt! Why am I talking about this? Well today it was someones birthday, so as a joke, everyone asked our teacher to sing her happy birthday in Latin. So he did. It was super funny. But then people asked him to do the splits (hes always bragging about how good he can do the splits), so like the wacko he is, HE DID THE FUCKING SPLITS. Then he got up without using his hands. It was very impressive and cool.

9/26/24:

Im in math class and there was just a lockdown. Im not sure if it was a false alarm or not??? There was no announcement saying that there would be a drill so everyone in class (including me) were confused and whispering to each other asking if this was a drill or if it was THE REAL DEAL. I don't have phone so if it were real (god forbid), I would have no way to contact my parents, so hopefully there is never a real lockdown cause I would be FUCKED! Personally I didn't think it was real...okay just got word (like a few seconds ago) that the app that the school uses, it malfunctioned while they were trying to update it. So thankfully there was NO active shooter on campus, WHEW!!! Its crazy how COMMON shooting are nowadays in America. Truly makes me think.....

9/25/24:

So last week my life was RUINED (kind of exaggerating (´＿｀。)). So me and my (ex)friend made a new friend. Me and that new friend started to talk more and hang out. I guess my (ex)friend got jealous, because they started telling that new friend lies about me. They weren't even believable lies either, they were absurd and OBVIOUSLY fake. So that new friend told me that my (ex)friend was telling them lies about me. I thought about confronting my (ex)friend, but before I got the chance to, they told a TERRIBLE LIE to our mutual friends. Long story short, i'm a (almost) friendless LOSER!!! I have like two friends (one of them being my girlfriend), but they don't even go to my school! So because of that, I took up coding :-). So I guess I can thank my fake friends for getting me into coding???